So I took a deep breath and it came to me :-)
I found myself in "A walk in the woods" with two more excellent actors also a little bit old: my beloved Robert Redford and the crazy Nick Nolte. And a hint of Emma Thompson :-)
Kuthumi and Adamus occasionally remember us that the integration between the divine and the human leads to changes, even unexpected,
Well, the mind begins to think what changes might be, but not everything because you don't think them just like the new perception about movie ah ah ah especially those who has loved since childhood.
It's not that they no longer loved, but they begin to lose their emotional structure.
For example, for me Star Wars is/was a "must". I mean, the first three movies (episode Iv, V, VI), the original tryilogy. Others (Episode I, II, III) I watched them only for curiosity because they had some answers about story of the originals but they were too messy in their special effects.
But the best came this year with the last episode. And here the entlightment comes and plays ah ah ah
When you know that there is no difference between the light and the dark, when you know you have not done anything wrong, when you know Darth Vader is integrated in his lightbody, and when you know that there is not the force that chooses you and flows in you but you are the point of presence .... well also Star Wars takes another vision. And then... is there a little more drama in this last episode that they put only to "beat around the bush"?
I love science fiction, especially the one has potentials to see them in this Earth because I know they are possible.
These days, really, I'd have wanted to have the Star Trek replicator! This science fiction for me is just one possible future. And that's why for me it is like to feel "at home". As the Oblivion Bubbleship. And it's simply beautiful.
And then I become increasingly impatient towards the violence, even if there are super-heroes. Last Marvel movies, foe example, they have become ... boring. A lot of drama and a lot of violence. X-Men among the apocalypse and the internal war of the Avengers. Everything seems to lead to the extreme limit and drama.
Really, when you begin to integrate powerless life, these things begin to be boring. Perhaps only the special effects can save ...
Also the feeling of other many movies starts to change, to modifies.
Maybe it is temporary, maybe it is a little bit longer.
Or maybe it's not the kind of movie but the actor. For example, one of my favorites is Keanu Reeves. His last films are unwatchable for me because there are so much drama and violence. I know he cannot do Matrix and Henri's Crime endlessly ah ah ah
And so also for books.
Only a few attract my attention. The many, after first few pages, become boring for my attention and creativity. AND I must say that, when a book starts to be interesting for my awareness, it's great to read it. Because it also starts to move energies, which take form and they become visible and perceptible. And yes! Reading that book becomes very interesting and exciting and it leaves an energetic memory in my I Am.
So I got used to the fact that... whereas before I entered in a library and I went out by my hands full of books, now maybe the most fun for my lightbody is to read those many titles and discarded them. And then to be patient that a beautiful book will come soon :-)