Since a couple of days I was asking to Adamus if he could speak in the shoud, because the feelings that I had, were punching my human senses, and I needed a little bit help :-)
And the help came with the third merabh :-) Oh amazing now :-)
I am increasingly aware that these shoud are not for everyone, indeed.
And even if Adamus had not explicitly spoken of death, the statement that everything is an illusion is the ideal situation to know that death doesn't exist (but that's another post).
Actually a little more than a year, almost two, but I realize only now.
There was a time for my human side had difficulties to go out. Whenever I thought of having to go out, I saw myself as a lightbodyin the middle of nowhere. And this void scared my human side, my human system, because there is nothing to attack the plug, no mass conciousness. Actually this situation is the perfect situation but I came back into the feeling of the mass consciousness.
Then came the sea, its perception.
Every time I went in the water, I began to perceive it for what it really is: a great big huge mass of energy. And while my human senses perceived still wet to the skin, my soul senses predominated and I felt myself alone in a great big huge bubble of energy. Period.
Now I also understand why I got the feeling that I can freely breathe underwater I mean, without any help diver) as natural. Because actually there is no difference between nothing above the water and nothing under the water ah ah ah.
And now I've integrated this thing about water. From a year, every time I come near or into the water, I breath and I allow my human system to feel well even if my I Am feelings dominate.
The funniest thing is the feeling after the bath. I would like to do another one because it was wet and I see, I feel wet the skin and the costumes - AND - at the same time - I know at a deeper level that is not true and that they are not wet. What I feel is energy... or plasma.
Then it's a short step from water of the sea to water at every daily situations, including shower.
First of all, what I came "the shoud effect". Remember? Before the experience and then, with that experience, there is the explanation. So the human system has already done that expereince, it can recognize it and integrate it.
Anyway. I started back to not wanting to go out because, forcefully and consistently, arrived the feeling of me in nothingness.
Ah ah ah just it desn't care if I was at home or not. The being at home or being out is just a mental construction, again!
In fact, the feeling that "water is not wet" arrived for anything. Sure! If this rule, this universal law is valid for one thing, this is a law for all. Only when I felt it in its entirety it seemed to create troubles fonr my human side.
Also because the creation at Dacca, this time, has destabilized me a little bit respect other drama situations.
So, to feel all this energies AND, at the same time, not to perceive anything became too much for my human system. So I asked help to Adamus :-)
Throughout this process of further opening of awareness, a magical time has come while I was throwing the wastes.
I know you can say this could make people laugh.
Anyway, one day, while I was throwing away the garbage, I stopped myself and ALL, for an eternal moment, appeared magically clean in its structure.
If everything is energy, that is, the things that I think that there are just condensed energy, even the garbage is only condensed energy. So it can disappear like everything else. So actually the waste problem doesn't exist :-)
The concept is about quantum energy. You cannot get through a mental reasoning. You can allow the mind to have an energetic experience or experience of more awareness.
And I had just had the experience about the Star Trek Replicator ah ah ah :-)
So now, after the shoud, I sit on the bed and finally I perceive serenity that actually I'm sitting on anything unless plasma. And this makes me feel good :-)
I felt this before, but first I had to mediate between my soul system and my human system.
But now it's the sense of Me in the middle of no-where (or now-here) that gives me a deep sense of freedom.
And the same time, I don't mediate with my human side. My human side can still believe that there is the bed. Knowing that it is all an illusion. without going crazy.
As for swimming in the sea: I am in the water but is not wet :-)